Post by Christian Moynahan on Sept 14, 2013 23:41:06 GMT -5
And if you hate for dawn to fade
You should see the dark
-Delilah, "I Can Feel You"
Some must certainly wonder at the strange contrast between certain aspects of Christian's life. He certainly wondered at it on many occasions. Perhaps these were the effects of being in transition; from having been reaching for power and then having gained it, between living a working-class life and then rising up to a position that offered six figures. Whatever the cause may be, there were often so many discrepancies around and concerning him that he hoped it did not make him appear dishonest. Or, perhaps, it made him more honest.
Why else was it that he had come to live in a Tudor-style house with two levels and an attic, while driving a Honda Civic, albeit a new one? Why was it that the manner of his dress varied from piece to piece; how could he be wearing a fifty-dollar shirt under a two-hundred-fifty dollar jacket? He was still coming into the trappings of fortune and fame, but his old habits had yet to leave him. He would have been happy to live in an apartment if Gabriel had not arranged otherwise; he could not bring himself to buy an expensive, flashy car when he doubted he would drive it much farther than the distance between that Tudor and the Ark headquarters.
Indeed, change was often slow to come, but Christian doubted it would come for him in most ways. He did not entirely want it to come. Those things - his Honda, his older clothes, his one watch, his old briefcase - kept him grounded, reminded him not only of where he had come from, but also of how much effort it had taken to grow from there. He had seen too many men fall because they had moved too far up without looking back. Like those men, Christian had designs above his station. He was well aware of that. But unlike those men, he knew that humility, as much as connections and intellect and talent, was an integral force, one that could push one forward or thrust one back.
That was how he had come upon Mademoiselle Lacroix, he supposed. As much as studying his superiors in his past careers had taught him, he was realizing more every day that he still had much to learn about power and the many ways to wield it. Like the fashion choices he made, each step was being watched, and each step could be crucial.
He had chosen carefully for this occasion, shunning his typical dinner attire for something a bit less formal, and with a particular statement. A grey suit over a black dress shirt, his watch, black shoes, and a pink tie. It was exactly what he would have worn, minus the jacket, at Ark's town hall meeting or any such public event aside from press conferences - those required a more typical attire. As for price, this time it was the tie and the shoes that were on the more expensive end. It was the choice of colors that was more unusual, though. However, put together, and with his hair a little more neatly combed than usual, the thought the look came together well. It worked for his purposes, at least.
It was through her more up-front business practices that Mlle Lacroix had come to Christian's attention. She had been one of a hundred possible contacts he had been going through, regarding a public project, namely the specific-strain cholera treatment he and his special team were working on. He would not have paid much more mind to her over any others had something regarding her own contacts had caught his eye. To any other chance observer, there may not have been anything untoward to see there, but for one, Christian had just gone through a long list of others that should have been like her, or she them; for another, through Ark itself, both its past and its present, he was familiar with what it looked like when one had to present two different faces to two different sides. A good deal of research later, on his own time, he thought he had an idea of what was going on; and a conversation with Gabriel confirmed it.
He had invited Mlle Lacroix to meet him at Áine solely under Gabriel's assurance that she would accept - given with that certainty so peculiar to precognitive individuals. There was hardly any other place for them to meet about this matter in any case; public venues were too risky, and Christian was unable to leave Los Angeles due to his work with the treatment. Fortunately, even with little explanation on his end, she accepted, which brought everything around to the reason he was dressed far more deliberately than he would have for dinner alone, or with Gabriel and Lucius, and the reason he had drinks and the like on hand as a host should always have for a guest, and why he was now waiting patiently in his living room, tapping out a few notes on his phone as he considered things still left to do that must be completed the next day at Ark.
At the sound of the doorbell, he rose and set his phone aside, and answered the door himself. At a house of that size, one would have been forgiven for expecting a servant to open the door, or for at least a family member or significant other to do the job for him; the double garage, if not the number of rooms apparent from the front of the house, certainly suggested the presence of more than one person. And if Christian had left his car outside of the garage, as he preferred to do, the illusion might have been foiled; however, recent lessons had shown him that while his neighborhood was a quiet one, there were some unscrupulous individuals who did not mind crossing into it to do his property harm; and the necessity of having his car and his home's façade repainted and his trees cleared of toilet paper had driven the point home.
And surely, one might have been surprised to see Christian himself answer the door, but - unbeknownst to Christian, by merit of not having been fully informed by Gabriel - this particular guest had an affinity for not being easily surprised. Having had no expectations one way or the other himself, Christian greeted the small woman warmly, holding the door open for her to enter, and then closing it behind them before extending his hand.
"Bonsoir, Mademoiselle Lacroix," he said with a smile that reflected in his sea-green eyes. "Je suis Christian. Enchanté de faire votre connaissance." He made a slight gesture to his left, indicating the door there, before opening it as well. "Entrez, s'il vous plait." Beyond the door was the living room, which contained plenty of comfortable seating to choose from. He had picked the living room over the dining room because, although it was farther from the kitchen than the dining room, it set a less rigid expectation in terms of the flow of conversation.
"Je ne parle pas bien français, but I thought I would try," he said with a soft chuckle, waiting for her to choose a seat before settling into one herself - if she did indeed choose to sit. If not, he too remained standing for the moment. It was that well-bred chivalry again, or perhaps a courtesy to make up for the slight disservice he had already done. The introductory phrases were not the sole extent of his French, but he felt they would be better off covering these integral topics in English. Or, at least, he would be better off. Besides, he had not said he was unfamiliar with French; he had just said he did not speak it very well. And that became true if one happened to consider his French accent poor.
"I hope I have not inconvenienced you too much by asking you here," he said, still with a gentle smile and as pleasant a manner as one would expect from a host of the classic times, when etiquette and customs were paramount. "But I do believe I can help you resolve a very trying issue you've been facing."
But he did not go on just then; with a slight tilt of his head, he indicated a doorway behind him, one which led by turns to the kitchen. "Would you like any refreshments? I don't keep a very good house, but I do have a fair amount of drinks and little snacks on hand."
Why else was it that he had come to live in a Tudor-style house with two levels and an attic, while driving a Honda Civic, albeit a new one? Why was it that the manner of his dress varied from piece to piece; how could he be wearing a fifty-dollar shirt under a two-hundred-fifty dollar jacket? He was still coming into the trappings of fortune and fame, but his old habits had yet to leave him. He would have been happy to live in an apartment if Gabriel had not arranged otherwise; he could not bring himself to buy an expensive, flashy car when he doubted he would drive it much farther than the distance between that Tudor and the Ark headquarters.
Indeed, change was often slow to come, but Christian doubted it would come for him in most ways. He did not entirely want it to come. Those things - his Honda, his older clothes, his one watch, his old briefcase - kept him grounded, reminded him not only of where he had come from, but also of how much effort it had taken to grow from there. He had seen too many men fall because they had moved too far up without looking back. Like those men, Christian had designs above his station. He was well aware of that. But unlike those men, he knew that humility, as much as connections and intellect and talent, was an integral force, one that could push one forward or thrust one back.
That was how he had come upon Mademoiselle Lacroix, he supposed. As much as studying his superiors in his past careers had taught him, he was realizing more every day that he still had much to learn about power and the many ways to wield it. Like the fashion choices he made, each step was being watched, and each step could be crucial.
He had chosen carefully for this occasion, shunning his typical dinner attire for something a bit less formal, and with a particular statement. A grey suit over a black dress shirt, his watch, black shoes, and a pink tie. It was exactly what he would have worn, minus the jacket, at Ark's town hall meeting or any such public event aside from press conferences - those required a more typical attire. As for price, this time it was the tie and the shoes that were on the more expensive end. It was the choice of colors that was more unusual, though. However, put together, and with his hair a little more neatly combed than usual, the thought the look came together well. It worked for his purposes, at least.
It was through her more up-front business practices that Mlle Lacroix had come to Christian's attention. She had been one of a hundred possible contacts he had been going through, regarding a public project, namely the specific-strain cholera treatment he and his special team were working on. He would not have paid much more mind to her over any others had something regarding her own contacts had caught his eye. To any other chance observer, there may not have been anything untoward to see there, but for one, Christian had just gone through a long list of others that should have been like her, or she them; for another, through Ark itself, both its past and its present, he was familiar with what it looked like when one had to present two different faces to two different sides. A good deal of research later, on his own time, he thought he had an idea of what was going on; and a conversation with Gabriel confirmed it.
He had invited Mlle Lacroix to meet him at Áine solely under Gabriel's assurance that she would accept - given with that certainty so peculiar to precognitive individuals. There was hardly any other place for them to meet about this matter in any case; public venues were too risky, and Christian was unable to leave Los Angeles due to his work with the treatment. Fortunately, even with little explanation on his end, she accepted, which brought everything around to the reason he was dressed far more deliberately than he would have for dinner alone, or with Gabriel and Lucius, and the reason he had drinks and the like on hand as a host should always have for a guest, and why he was now waiting patiently in his living room, tapping out a few notes on his phone as he considered things still left to do that must be completed the next day at Ark.
At the sound of the doorbell, he rose and set his phone aside, and answered the door himself. At a house of that size, one would have been forgiven for expecting a servant to open the door, or for at least a family member or significant other to do the job for him; the double garage, if not the number of rooms apparent from the front of the house, certainly suggested the presence of more than one person. And if Christian had left his car outside of the garage, as he preferred to do, the illusion might have been foiled; however, recent lessons had shown him that while his neighborhood was a quiet one, there were some unscrupulous individuals who did not mind crossing into it to do his property harm; and the necessity of having his car and his home's façade repainted and his trees cleared of toilet paper had driven the point home.
And surely, one might have been surprised to see Christian himself answer the door, but - unbeknownst to Christian, by merit of not having been fully informed by Gabriel - this particular guest had an affinity for not being easily surprised. Having had no expectations one way or the other himself, Christian greeted the small woman warmly, holding the door open for her to enter, and then closing it behind them before extending his hand.
"Bonsoir, Mademoiselle Lacroix," he said with a smile that reflected in his sea-green eyes. "Je suis Christian. Enchanté de faire votre connaissance." He made a slight gesture to his left, indicating the door there, before opening it as well. "Entrez, s'il vous plait." Beyond the door was the living room, which contained plenty of comfortable seating to choose from. He had picked the living room over the dining room because, although it was farther from the kitchen than the dining room, it set a less rigid expectation in terms of the flow of conversation.
"Je ne parle pas bien français, but I thought I would try," he said with a soft chuckle, waiting for her to choose a seat before settling into one herself - if she did indeed choose to sit. If not, he too remained standing for the moment. It was that well-bred chivalry again, or perhaps a courtesy to make up for the slight disservice he had already done. The introductory phrases were not the sole extent of his French, but he felt they would be better off covering these integral topics in English. Or, at least, he would be better off. Besides, he had not said he was unfamiliar with French; he had just said he did not speak it very well. And that became true if one happened to consider his French accent poor.
"I hope I have not inconvenienced you too much by asking you here," he said, still with a gentle smile and as pleasant a manner as one would expect from a host of the classic times, when etiquette and customs were paramount. "But I do believe I can help you resolve a very trying issue you've been facing."
But he did not go on just then; with a slight tilt of his head, he indicated a doorway behind him, one which led by turns to the kitchen. "Would you like any refreshments? I don't keep a very good house, but I do have a fair amount of drinks and little snacks on hand."