Post by Grace Harper on Apr 16, 2012 16:42:18 GMT -5
Don't freak out lol...you're not rid of me US (tina insisted on covering this) just yet.
(Tina said; '..Tell them, I've been busy getting drunk..for a month...and that I'm getting over my hangover now...' ...Classy lol)
I figured I need to explain a lot, considering i went from being the most active char whore..to not being on in almost a month...sorry.
Basically, the passed couple of months I've seen myself going through many changes and most of them none of you have been aware of. I've had a lot of family drama, a lot of RL complications and things are finally mending.
I'll admit I hit a brick wall, I drank so much, I've also fucked myself financially because i went on a crazy credit card bender and..well..i wasn't coping as best as I could have, thankfully ive had some fucking amazin advice from a lot of people here, STAFF and members included have been fantastic to me and my mates here have kept me as strong as they can
My moms been sick. Me and Aniel broke up, he's been harassing me..has continued to do so, sent me threats and everything..it's very messy, still is right now but at least im out of the situation as best as i can be.
Things have just gone full circle. But, now things are getting better. After breaking up with Aniel i realised that I was no longer myself, so I have been spending a lot of time with my friends and chilling out a lot. We've been going to bars, I went to a gay bar and got chased by lesbians..fun times...lol and we even went to Bingo...
OHAI IM GOING TO TELL MY STORY IN PICS...
Funny story...because of this...
We drew a penis on the back of nikki's book in the hopes that she'd win and have to hold it up to show her number n everyone wud see the massive dick on the back..sadly she did not win..but it was funny to see her face...
I've also got a new boyfriend....
though not exactly new since I grew up with him. He's lovely, funny as heck and things are going awesome. It's strange because usually i'm so negative about life, about rels and the future but i'm taking this one step at a time and it's fucking awesome....
NOM NOMNOM..^ do not look if you're squeamish lol
and...it seems that my aspiration to become a make-up artist is finally taking off. ATM I'm attending a 5 day a week course (for 100 days...fun) to get me back on track, basically i'm heightening my skills in other areas, numeracy, literacy etc and whilst doing so i'll be given help and aid on a variety of courses, my makeup one specifically whilst also doing placements within that field (working in a salon, theatre group etc etc as i guess an apprentice type?) only way i know how to explain it...lol
all in all...things are doing better..as you can see from the dumb grin on my face lol
ATM time is hard for me, i'm juggling a few new things but I will definitely be back 100 percent, i'll be popping in and out over the next few days getting posts in and hopefully finding my feet again here once real life has calmed down.
So to sum up, I've not left, Tina has not left, WE will NOT be leaving anytime soon. Just, for the meantime bear with us both
(Tina said; '..Tell them, I've been busy getting drunk..for a month...and that I'm getting over my hangover now...' ...Classy lol)
I figured I need to explain a lot, considering i went from being the most active char whore..to not being on in almost a month...sorry.
Basically, the passed couple of months I've seen myself going through many changes and most of them none of you have been aware of. I've had a lot of family drama, a lot of RL complications and things are finally mending.
I'll admit I hit a brick wall, I drank so much, I've also fucked myself financially because i went on a crazy credit card bender and..well..i wasn't coping as best as I could have, thankfully ive had some fucking amazin advice from a lot of people here, STAFF and members included have been fantastic to me and my mates here have kept me as strong as they can
My moms been sick. Me and Aniel broke up, he's been harassing me..has continued to do so, sent me threats and everything..it's very messy, still is right now but at least im out of the situation as best as i can be.
Things have just gone full circle. But, now things are getting better. After breaking up with Aniel i realised that I was no longer myself, so I have been spending a lot of time with my friends and chilling out a lot. We've been going to bars, I went to a gay bar and got chased by lesbians..fun times...lol and we even went to Bingo...
OHAI IM GOING TO TELL MY STORY IN PICS...
Funny story...because of this...
We drew a penis on the back of nikki's book in the hopes that she'd win and have to hold it up to show her number n everyone wud see the massive dick on the back..sadly she did not win..but it was funny to see her face...
I've also got a new boyfriend....
though not exactly new since I grew up with him. He's lovely, funny as heck and things are going awesome. It's strange because usually i'm so negative about life, about rels and the future but i'm taking this one step at a time and it's fucking awesome....
NOM NOMNOM..^ do not look if you're squeamish lol
and...it seems that my aspiration to become a make-up artist is finally taking off. ATM I'm attending a 5 day a week course (for 100 days...fun) to get me back on track, basically i'm heightening my skills in other areas, numeracy, literacy etc and whilst doing so i'll be given help and aid on a variety of courses, my makeup one specifically whilst also doing placements within that field (working in a salon, theatre group etc etc as i guess an apprentice type?) only way i know how to explain it...lol
all in all...things are doing better..as you can see from the dumb grin on my face lol
ATM time is hard for me, i'm juggling a few new things but I will definitely be back 100 percent, i'll be popping in and out over the next few days getting posts in and hopefully finding my feet again here once real life has calmed down.
So to sum up, I've not left, Tina has not left, WE will NOT be leaving anytime soon. Just, for the meantime bear with us both